Ok, so the Prozac's working, and my brain feels right again. My job, however, still feels wrong. I've started quietly applying to companies I'd really, really like to work for (companies I think are doing world-changing stuff). And I'm coming up with a strategy for getting out of this job with minimal impact, out of consideration for the handful of people on my team who really do work hard and care about what they do.
I spent half of last week working with a resignation letter at the ready. I was one click away from printing the letter and walking out. W was spending his days half-expecting a "come pick me up, I just quit" call.
I need the patience to get out smoothly, and to have something better lined up.
Gawd. Wish me luck.