Aimless New Year
See ya, 2004.
Last year was too much. And too much of last year is too personal to post. Other people's feelings, other people's privacy. Me, I'm still all in-between. Especially home-wise. Bid on yet another place this week. Didn't get it.
I'm still in love. So's J. I think we're both happier now. I'm still mourning parts of my old life. I'm still looking forward to my new life.
But a lot of the time, I'm very aware of being in limbo. I haven't really moved in here (there's no reason, with travel on the horizon and eventually moving again). I
have moved out of my old home. I've been drifting, work-wise. I'm hesitant to take on any real projects right now, since we're leaving soon. So I'm keeping busy with small brainless tasks. Which means money's coming in, but I'm not really engaged. There's time enough for that later, though. There's time enough for all sorts of things.
We'll see what happens in 2005...
Posted by Liz at December 31, 2004 01:30 PM