First
First (only? of many? of all the rest of them?) night without Jason. This is the thing that is happening right now. I know I was asking a lot of him, me with the grief and the stress and fretting and the being generally insane. And I asked too much, apparently. And now I'm here, in this dumb hotel room. Alone.
The bizarre thing is, I still did our taxes, and I'm still working on the papaya project, so we'll hit something approximating our deadline. Because these are Things that Have to be Done. So I'm doing them. Like a good little sentient robot.
Let's just say I'm in shock now.
Posted by Liz at April 16, 2003 10:52 PM